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ALL Eating Disorders are Dangerousdeath cross

It is important to understand that even though a person may be suffering specifically with Anorexia, Bulimia or Compulsive Overeating, it is not uncommon for them to exhibit behaviors from each of the three. It is also not uncommon for one Eating Disorder to be swapped for another (Example: a person who is suffering with Anorexia switches to Bulimia; a person’s suffering with Compulsive Overeating switches to Anorexia). This is why it is important to be aware of THE DANGERS BELOW, all of which are risks no matter what Eating Disorder you suffer with.

DO NOT FALL INTO THE TRAP OF THINKING “I ONLY DO THIS A FEW TIMES A MONTH SO I CAN’T BE AT RISK” OR “I DON’T DO THIS ALL THE TIME, I JUST GO THROUGH HEALTHY AND NON-HEALTHY CYCLES” — THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE NOT IN DANGER, NOR DOES IT MEAN YOU DO NOT SUFFER FROM AN EATING DISORDER

Dangers Associated with and Diseases Triggered or Caused by Eating Disorder Behaviors

Malnutrition – caused by under eating or overeating. The word malnutrition indicates deficiency for energy, protein and micronutrients (e.g. vitamin A, iodine and iron) either singularly or in combination. It can cause severe health risks including (but not limited to) respiratory infections, kidney failure, blindness, heart attack and death.
Dehydration – caused by the depletion or lack of intake of fluids in the body, or by restriction of carbohydrates and fat. Restriction/Starvation, vomiting and laxative abuse are the primary causes in sufferers of Eating Disorders. Symptoms include dizziness, weakness, or darkening of urine. It can lead to kidney failure, heart failure, seizures, brain damage and death.
Electrolyte Imbalances – electrolyte are essential to the production of the body’s “natural electricity” that ensures healthy teeth, joints and bones, nerve and muscle impulses, kidneys and heart, blood sugar levels and the delivery of oxygen to the cells.
Hyponatremia (related to “water-loading”) – as stated above, electrolytes are essential to proper body functioning. Drinking too much water (more than eight, eight-ounce glasses in less than twelve hours), can cause Hyponatremia (not enough sodium in the blood), especially in someone already malnourished or dehydrated. Hyponatremia can cause fluid in the lungs, the brain to swell, nausea, vomiting, confusion and even death.

Refeeding Syndrome (related to treatment) – Starved or severely malnourished patients can undergo life-threatening fluid and electrolyte shifts following the initiation of aggressive nutritional support therapies. This phenomenon is known as “refeeding syndrome” and can occur in patients receiving either enteral (tube feeding) or parenteral (intravenous feeding) nutritional support. To avoid the development of the refeeding syndrome, nutrition support in patients at risk should be increased slowly while assuring adequate amounts of vitamins and minerals. Organ function, fluid balance and serum electrolytes (especially phosphorus, potassium and magnesium) need to be monitored daily during the first week and less often thereafter.
Vitamin & Mineral deficiencies

Lanugo – (soft downy hair on face, back and arms). This is caused due to a protective mechanism built-in to the body to help keep a person warm during periods of starvation and malnutrition, and the hormonal imbalances that result.

Edema – swelling of the soft tissues as a result of excess water accumulation. It is most common in the legs and feet of compulsive overeaters and in the abdominal area of Anorexics and/or Bulimics (can be caused by Laxative and Diuretic use).

Muscle Atrophy – wasting away of muscle and decrease in muscle mass due to the body feeding off of itself.
Impaired Neuromuscular Function – due to vitamin and mineral deficiencies (specifically potassium), and malnutrition.
Paralysis – transient (or temporary) paralysis — extreme weakness of muscles or not being able to move at all — Caused by low levels of potassium, and/or the degeneration of nerve cells, in the spinal cord or in the brain, which have been deprived of essential nutrients. Left untreated, periods of paralysis may happen more frequently and more severely, lead to permanent muscle weakness, and even result in death.

Tearing of Esophagus – caused by self-induced vomiting
Mallory-Weiss tear – associate with vomiting, a tear of the gastroesophageal junction
Gastric Rupture – spontaneous stomach erosion, perforation or rupture.
Gastrointestinal Bleeding – bleeding into the digestive tract.
Esophageal Reflux – Acid Reflux Disorders – partially digested items in the stomach, mixed with acid and enzymes, regurgitates back into the esophagus. This can lead to damage to the esophagus, larynx and lungs and increases the chances of developing cancer of the esophagus and voice box.
Reflux can sometimes become severe enough that food cannot be kept down at all and medical attention should be sought immediately.
Barrett’s Esophagus – associated with Cancer of the esophagus and caused by Esophageal Reflux, this is a change in the cells within the esophagus.
Cancer – of the throat and voice box (Larynx) due to acid reflux disorders.
Insomnia – having problems falling and/or staying asleep.
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome – continuous and crippling fatigue related to a weakened immune system.

Hyperactivity – manic bouts of not being able to sit still.

Swelling – in face and cheeks (following self-induced vomiting).

Callused or bruised fingers – this is caused by repeatedly using the fingers to induce vomiting.

Dry Skin and Hair, Brittle Hair and Nails, Hair Loss – cause by Vitamin and Mineral deficiencies, malnutrition and dehydration.

Low Blood Pressure, Hypotension (more common in those with Anorexia and/or Bulimia) – cause by lowered body temperature, malnutrition and dehydration. Can cause heart arrhythmias, shock or myocardial infarction.

Orthostatic Hypotension – sudden drop in blood pressure upon sitting up or standing. Symptoms include dizziness, blurred vision, passing out, heart pounding and headaches.
High Blood Pressure, Hypertension (more common in those with Compulsive Overeating and/or Binge Eating Disorder) – elevated blood pressure exceeding 140 over 90. Can cause: blood vessel changes in the back of the eye creating vision impairment; abnormal thickening of the heart muscle; kidney failure; and brain damage.
Low Platelet Count or Thrombocytopenia
Caused by low levels of vitamin B12 and Folic Acid, and/or by excessive alcohol. It may also be an indication of a suppressed immune system or immune dysfunction.
Disruptions in Blood Sugar Levels
Low Blood Sugar/Hypoglycemia: can indicate problems with the liver or kidneys and can lead to neurological and mental deterioration.

Elevated Blood Sugar/Hyperglycemia – can lead to diabetes, liver and kidney shut down, circulatory and immune system problems.

Diabetes – high blood sugar as a result of low production of insulin. This can be caused by hormonal imbalances, hyperglycemia, or chronic pancreatitis.
Ketoacidosis – high levels of acids that build up in the blood (known as ketones) caused by the body burning fat (instead of sugar and carbohydrates) to get energy. It can be a result of starvation, excessive purging, dehydration, hyperglycemia and/or alcohol abuse (it can also be a result of uncontrolled or untreated diabetes). It can lead to coma and death.

*You do not need to be diabetic or alcoholic to end up with Ketoacidosis!

Iron Deficiency, Anemia – this makes the oxygen transporting units within the blood useless and can lead to fatigue, shortness of breath, increased infections, and heart palpitations.
Kidney Infection and Failure – your kidneys “clean” the poisons from your body, regulate acid concentration and maintain water balance. Vitamin Deficiencies, dehydration, infection and low blood pressure increase the risks of and associated with kidney infection thus making permanent kidney damage and kidney failure more likely.

Osteoporosis – Thinning of the bones with reduction in bone mass due to depletion of calcium and bone protein, predisposing to fractures.
Osteopenia – Below normal bone mass indicating a calcium and/or vitamin D deficiency and leading to Osteoporosis.
* Hormone imbalance/deficiencies associated with the loss of the menstrual cycle can also increase your risks of Osteoporosis and Osteopenia.

Arthritis (degenerative) – can be caused by hormonal imbalances and vitamin deficiencies as well as increased stress on the joints in individuals who suffering Compulsive Overeating.

TMJ “Syndrome” and Related TMJ Problems – degenerative arthritis within the tempero-mandibular joint in the jaw (where the lower jaw hinges to the skull) creating pain in the joint area, headaches, and problems chewing and opening/closing the mouth. Vitamin deficiencies and teeth grinding (often related to stress) can both be causes.
Amenorrhea – Loss of Menstrual Cycle (due to lack of secreting hormone, Oestrogen, by the ovaries). Loss of the menstrual cycle can also lead to Osteopenia and Osteoporosis.
Easily Bruising Skin – Vitamin Deficiencies that decrease the body’s ability to heal itself, low blood pressure, low platelets count and/or extreme weight loss will all lead to easily bruised skin that can take a long time to heal.

Dental Problems, Decalcification of teeth, erosion of tooth enamel, severe decay, Gum Disease – will be caused by stomach acids and enzymes (from vomiting); vitamin D and calcium deficiencies, and hormonal imbalance. Can also be due to the lack of exercise the teeth can get from the process of eating certain foods. Dental problems can sometime indicate problems with the heart.
Liver Failure – the liver aids in removing waste from cells, and aids in digestion. You cannot live without your Liver. Fasting and taking acetaminophen (drug found in over-the-counter pain killers) increases your risks for Liver damage and failure. Loss of menstruation and dehydration (putting women at risk for too much iron in their system), and chronic heart failure can lead to liver damage or failure.

Bad Circulation, Slowed or Irregular Heartbeat, Arrhythmias, Angina, Heart Attack – There are many factors associated with having an Eating Disorder that can lead to heart problems or a heart attack. Sudden cardiac arrest can cause permanent damage to the heart, or instant death…
electrolyte imbalances (especially potassium deficiency), dehydration, malnutrition, low blood pressure, extreme orthostatic hypotension, abnormally slow heart rate, electrolyte imbalances, and hormonal imbalances can all cause serious problems with the heart, high blood pressure, accumulation of fat deposits around the heart muscle, high cholesterol, decreased exercise due to lack of mobility, diabetes and hormonal imbalances can all lead to serious problems with the heart.

Infertility – the inability to have children. Caused by loss of menstrual cycle, and hormonal imbalances. Malnutrition and vitamin deficiencies can also make it impossible to succeed with a full-term pregnancy, and can increase the chances significantly of a baby born with birth defects.
Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome – a study a few years ago suggested that people with Eating Disorders were at an increased risk for developing Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCO), and that recovery from the Eating Disorder should be part of treatment for PCO.
Problems during pregnancy – including potential for high risk pregnancies, miscarriage, still born babies and death or chronic illness from minor to severe, in children born (all due to malnutrition, dehydration, vitamin and hormone deficiencies).
Depression – mood swings and depression can be cause by physiological factors such as electrolyte imbalances, hormone and vitamin deficiencies, malnutrition and dehydration. Living with the Eating Disorder behaviors themselves will cause depression.
Depression can also lead the sufferer back into the cycle of the Eating Disorder (or may have initially been the problem before the onset of the ED). Stress within family, job and relationships can all be causes. There are also a percentage of people born with a pre-disposition to depression, based on family history.
Can lead to Suicide
Lowered body temperature – Temperature Sensitivity – caused by loss of healthy insulating layer of fat and lowered blood pressure.

Cramps, bloating, constipation, diarrhea, incontinence – increased or decreased bowel activity.
Peptic Ulcers – aggravated or made more severe by increased stomach acids, cigarette smoking, high consumption of caffeine or alcohol
Pancreatitis – this is when the digestive enzymes attack the pancreas. It can be caused by repeated stomach trauma (such as with vomiting), alcohol consumption or the excessive use of laxatives or diet pills.
Digestive Difficulties – a deficiency in digestive enzymes will lead to the bodies inability to properly digest food and absorb nutrients. This can lead to malabsorption problems, malnutrition and electrolyte imbalances.Diseases that may be triggered by a history of an Eating Disorder include: Celiac Disease (gluten sensitivity), and Crohn’s Disease
Weakness and Fatigue – caused by generalized poor eating habits, electrolyte imbalances, vitamin and mineral deficiencies, depression, malnutrition, heart problems.

Seizures – the increased risk of seizures in Anorexic and Bulimic individuals may be caused by dehydration, hyperglycemia or ketoacidosis. It is also possible that lesions on the brain caused by long-term malnutrition and lack of oxygen-carrying cells to the brain may play a role. SOME type of antidepressants can increase the risk of seizure and usually carry a warning against prescribing them to people with Eating Disorders, unless the benefits significantly outweigh the risks.
Death caused by any of the following or any combination of the following: heart attack or heart failure; lung collapse; internal bleeding, stroke, kidney failure, liver failure; pancreatitis, gastric rupture, perforated ulcer, depression and suicide.

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Pro-ana websites

Posted: October 26, 2009 in Pro-ana Websites

Pro-ana and mia websites

How many times have I been there!  Sitting in front of the computer, hoping no-one is near, typing these two little…and fatal, word into ‘s Google…  It will do no harm!  It’s only for support.  I want to be around people who understand me better.  I need inspiration to go on, not to quit!  Not to be weak!  Was it worth it though…?

As an ex-pro-ana web addict I must look back at my ED and wonder what caused it, what triggered certain behavior, what made it worse and what made it better.  Although Pro-ana sites claim to only be for the support of people suffering with eating disorders, I must urge you to read on and beware that this is indeed not the case, and that these sites can trigger and worsen your ED.

Hoping in Vain – Although some pro-ana sites give some information on the dangers of eating disorders, the data is to encourage readers to learn new ways to engage in poor eating patterns in an attempt to avoid such dangers.  The mixed messages on these sites make recovery very hard.  Anxiety often fuels eating disorders, and the raw information readers see on these sites can serve to soothe that anxiety (especially when it matches information they see on legitimate sites). Worse, tips on how to lose drastic amounts of weight or how to hide purging make these behaviors seem okay. This calms anxiety even further, giving the reader a double shot of comfort.

When the eating disorder behaviors deepen and the resulting pain arrives, the need for stress relief rises again. The negative web site “worked” before, so the reader goes back to get another dose. It is a dangerous spiral.

Sites that promote disordered eating promise community and comfort, but they create deeper isolation and more disordered eating. Those with disordered eating can receive genuine intimacy in face-to-face contact with others who truly care about their recovery.

I found this on Wikipedia:

“A 2006 experimental study at the University of Missouri on 235 female undergraduates found that those subjected to a single viewing of a pro-ana site created by the study designers reported lower self-esteem and were more likely to become preoccupied with exercise and weight loss, as compared to control groups. A greater likelihood to exercise and a reduced likelihood to overeat or self-induce vomiting was also reported by the group viewing the pro-ana site.

Similarly, girls in the 2009 Leuven survey who viewed pro-ana websites were more likely to have a negative body image and be dissatisfied with their body shape. “

Many medical professionals say that these sites “glamorize” a very serious and fatal illness.

The worse thing for a person struggling with rejection is isolation.  These sites cause young woman and men to isolate themselves, connect with people who isolate themselves, and then inspire one another to reject recovery and health and instead starve and get sick to the point of death.

There is always hope!  There are lots of people who care about you and who don’t want you to suffer or die , most of all Jesus Christ.  He died for your sins, shame and illness so you can be saved.

1Pe 2:24  He Himself bore our sins in His own body on the tree, that dying to sins, we might live to righteousness; by whose stripes you were healed.

1Pe 2:25  For you were as sheep going astray, but now you are turned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.

If you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour, He will help you to die to your sins, so you can live to righteousness and be healed.  If you understand that you are full of sin and shame and see what He has done for you, and serve Him out of love, He WILL save you!

If you want to give your life to Jesus, please pray this out loud now there where you are right now:

Dear God, I acknowledge that Jesus Christ is the Son of God. I believe that He was born of the Virgin Mary. I believe that He died on the cross, that His blood was shed for my sins and that He arose from the dead. I confess that I have disobeyed your commandments. I ask you to forgive me for these sins. I now ask Jesus to come into my heart. Be my Savior. Be my Lord. Be my soon coming King. I will do my best to obey your teachings as recorded in the Bible. Thank you, in Jesus name. Amen.

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Please take this pole

Posted: October 13, 2009 in Home

Confessions of the Church

Posted: October 8, 2009 in Home

You’ll be amazed how many people you will come across who, because of people who call themselves Christians, rejected them, made them feel worthless, made them feel unworthy of being forgiven of their sin, unworthy of being saved because of judging their previous lifestyle, ignoring their daughters who suffer with eating disorders because their embarrassed of what others might say, giving glances of judgment to those in chains seeking Salvation!

Read the Confessions of the Church here.

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Posted: October 7, 2009 in Home

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To find rest in your Saviour

Posted: October 6, 2009 in Home, Songs and Poems

Here I am Lord,
And I’m drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don’t want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind,
Keeps me awake tonight

I know you cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before you now as,
As though I’ve never sinned
But today I feel like I’m just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the east is from the west
Cause I can’t bear to see the man I’ve been
Rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest,
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other.

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
And time and time again your truth is drowned out
By the storm I’m in
Today I feel like I’m just one mistake away,
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me,
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can’t bear to see the man I’ve been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
’cause you know
Just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other.

I know you’ve washed me white,
Turned my darkness into light
I need your peace to get me through,
To get me through this night
Can’t live by what I feel
But by the Truth your work reveals,
I’m not holding on to you
But you’re holding on to me,
You’re holding on to me

From one scarred hand to the other.

Casting Crowns, East to west